C h e rr ii *

It's a little weird. How can something that I hide from myself keep coming back again? It surely is not a fate type of thing, the whole theory that if you set something free and it comes back to you then it is truly yours. Because the whole reason why I do this "emotional" cleansing is to rid myself of these negative attributes. I want positive accessories, ones that compliment me, or even enhance, very much like jewelry can complete an outfit.

Obviously something insane is occurring. Einstein once said himself, "the definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results." But just like with every other concept, there's got to be an exception.

I always knew I was a little different. You're probably going to something extreme, something like out of the ordinary. I used punish myself emotionally for this. How? Well it is something that only I can truly understand, for there are no words to describe it, you either know or you don't know.

I truly believe there is a shifting happening in my universe now. Silly things that I considered to be cliches are becoming more and more profound. The truth is literally setting me free. I've learned to accept for too long, but i'm finally improving. Words have a whole new definition these days.

What's ironic is the fact that I did this completely on my own. I wanted to learn, so I took the initiative to do so. When you send out positive energy to the universe, the universe truly responds back, all in your favor.

I'm no longer resentful for all of these life experiences, I consider them opportunities.
No body, no thing, and no way is stopping me now.
Enlightenments are a total mind, body, and soul insanity.

and now these three remain:
faith, hope, and love.
but the greatest of these is love.
1 corinthians 14:5